
THE BORING DETAILS
My Name is Angel, if we are Friends I will also tell you my Government assigned Name.
But I try to at least have a hint of Anonymity online. "mggtbrn" is my username on here and a lot of other socials; it stands for maggot brain, the kinda name you choose as an edgy 15 year old.
Im currently 21 Years old and Kind of Obviously not a native English Speaker. It happens to be the language I communicate most in due to dating a British "person" and only having American friends.
Favourite Color: Blue
Favourite Movie: Spiderwick Chronicles
Favourite Books: Half Bad Trilogy and The Saga of Darren Shan
Favourite Shows: Arcane S1 and Madoka Magica
Favourite Artist: Harley Poe
Favourite Song: Yes you Wanted a Playlist.
EVer Wanted to Read Someone Overshare on the Internet? Lucky you!

I Felt as if explaining myself or why I am the way I am and indulge in the content I do was kind of relevant so this is it. I guess.
I suffer from a lot of different Mental Illnesses which shaped my Personality and my View on Life. I dont plan on giving you a List of my Disorders; because some Years ago I decided listing your Disorders online is stupid. For no good Reason really, but we are sticking with that now.
When you have been in the mental health System since Childhood, those diagnosis' just kind of add up; the only "important" Disorders I have is probably my Personality disorder (if you guess what it is, you get a gold Star.) I dont make a Secret of which one I am diagnosed with and People in my Life have told me Its pretty obvious (I disagree personally.)
I also have hypochondriacal disorder; this is pretty obvious as well which is why I just plainly state it. My physical Health is similarly ill as my mental health; but the things I am worried about are often extremely dramatized and not rooted in reality.
I am the Owner of a heavily scarred Body which something that impacts my interactions with other people a lot and also just a thing about me thats very visible and thus I might mention a lot especially in my Blog Posts. I like my scars and I dont think theyre something to hide but I dont like the Way other People see me because of Them.
I struggle with heavy disassociation which impacts my memory a lot; which is why I am so fond of the Idea of having a website. Keeping digital tabs on who I am and what I thought so I don't forget it over the Years.
Psychology is one of my main interests and what I plan to pursue career wise (Id rather live in a forest and never work but this isnt a viable option). I specifically am interested in personality disorders, paraphilias; in general sexual psychology really. I am not too interested in becoming a therapist unless its in more extreme environments such as prisons. So far Research Seems most Interesting to work in.
My original plan was to go into a creative field which is why I have a degree in graphic design; but I dont plan on pursuing it, because I dislike basically everything about it.
Stuff I forgot Blah blah blah
I use He/ Him Pronouns !
My most important labels are homoflexible and asexual.
Stances ???
I am against censorship (especially online), think we should abolish police and the current prison system and everyone deserves human rights.
Censorship is a tool of fascism; Yes, even that horrible thing you dont like and are disgusted by.
I dont like calling myself "pro" or "anti" anything, because topics arent so black or white and everything has nuance.
Mimikyu brings you to the main page.
Super Cool Things I Like!

MIKU I dont really listen to her songs much, somehow people have decided this is a big part of my personality and im fine with it. I do collect anime figures tho, a lot of them being miku.
I do listen to vocaloid songs quite frequently; one of the first vocaloids I actually liked just based on music was Gumi! One of my favourite Songs of her is Machine Gun by Kira and Monster by the same artist.
One of the songs voiced by Miku I like is ピノキオピー - おばけのウケねらい made by Pinocchiop.

CATS
I actually am one, that picture is how I look in the flesh. I also dislike dogs.. nothing personal I just got a sensitive nose
and hate loud noises. I will pet one anytime though. ^--^

CANNIBALISM (fictional and real) - not a sex thing!! (although I dont mind people who are into it sexually you do you.) A lot of people have mistaken my fascination with it as a fetish. I do have actual cannibalistic urges altho nowadays theyve reduced by a lot.
No explaination as to what caused them or how your brain suddenly perceives other humans as appetizing looking; but my therapist did call it a paraphilia; even if it doesnt turn me on.
I am asexual though so I have no interest in regular sex in the first place or experience much sexual attraction.
Aaaaanyways; I will get deeper into this on a different page.
PAINTING Ive been doing it since I was a child and never stopped because I was really good and it wouldve been a waste otherwise.
All my paintings on canvas are usually vent art and have very deep meaning to me. I am also trying to improve at digital art but its honestly a pain to work with so far. I like putting my OCs in Situations.
The Picture next to this was the first time I painted raw meat. The finished painting is on my art page!
COLLECTING THINGS!
Pretty much anything, ive collected things since I was little as well and currently Im mostly into pokemon cards, blind boxes,
anime figures, Fur/Bones and stickers!!
Id also say I collect art supplies to some degree; I buy things I havent seen before to make sure I always have a wide variety of tools.
VAMPIRES - Anything but twilight. Ive also been big into the Real Life Vampire community (when I was younger nowadays less but the topic itself is interesting) My first act of "cannibalism" was motivated by my love for vampirism; which lead me to drink someone else's blood. I was a child at that time so I didnt think much about health concerns; but if you plan on doing this, you should take the same precautions as you do when having sex with others.
BODYMODS
Any and all, but especially more extreme ones; If I didnt get into psych job wise Id become a bodymodder. I plan to get my teeth made, get part of my ear cut away and get more tattoos, possibly piercings. I used to really want to split my tongue but I dont think the healing process is worth it. (I cant deal well with pain or discomfort in the mouth area)
GAMING
Not as much as Id like because I suffer from motion sickness; but I own a lot of games and tend to hyperfixate on them.
I play league of legends, games like lioden, currently Cyberpunk 2077 and really anything that doesnt make me want to vomit.
Also big into horse games for some reason.
I mostly play on PC but i also own a switch and a 3DS! I barely use my Switch but I like playing pokemon, nintendogs + other stuff on my DS.
WRITING
I like writing but I am not confident in my abilities and I find it hard to tell if my writing is good or bad.
Also writing in english mostly also gives me a disadvantage because I am pretty well versed in my native language.
But whats the point if I cant show it to anyone.
TAROT
When im in the mental head space for it. I tend to get a little paranoid with anything spiritual and avoid most of it like the plague. Surprisingly Tarot sometimes helps me personally when dealing with anxiety.
Since I was young I have always been decent at reading cards and it brings me great joy.
I also like collecting decks.